so as i aly ere on the couch i am tryung to colsolidate my thoughs as i drft into a ssemi sleep state. images wash into me they come involinaryily and very thinkly.
my mind is getting distracted now. mostly i can just feel my fingers. i have noticed that the ring finger on my left hand has a twitch and k=annoyingly ddsffffffff it presses into the "S" and "D" keys which delete and substitute in Vim.
i dont know what the outcom eof this experiment will be i just wanted to see how close i could get to the unconscious function of the brain.
it seems that despite popilar belief dreaming is not limited to the realm of sleep.
i have offten noticed sleep like stwitches and visions that occure during the day. some disturbing typical dream ike imary visits my mind during the day not as a typical thoughht but and involentry set of images.
my thoughts on this matter are still undeceded. one.dss sometimes images arise with no possible way to dscribe them, like a wagf or im.
an image of a fence, it has wires three paralwll lines and i am climving over the fence.sice sinspect has been here for over three eightsd
i am noticing tendsi in the right hand it is mostly tendon tesion and the top of the hand feels like it is fulling pr stranig. so the spt key voard dffffffff
there is a line betwee chonscisness that is an impass it is the clumby requiewment to seperate the woeds into lwttwes and inform my finderes that they have woek to do. i thing we need to do a different way.
i sww and ery large tractor now and somehow i have just collided wi5h it. i sashed into the rear end of thesksssssssssssssssssssss
the visions are over taking my ability to capture them.
my forearms are getting strained on this keeb.
lewis, i hear, somwine is calling to me using a name that is not mown.
these jeys are all happening as the fingers oon my right hand twistch and ress down. it is no strangeds it is justan isuleo
i am really slseepy now. i am thinking if i don likw how the eight fingers eaise of the kes in order
i just scrolled up ths page to see how it is giong and i have no relationsip to what was t reitten at all. it seems ike it was not of m own hand. it is a bery d a very fury ele phant shakes its furn and three smaller animals are launched into the air and fly off. as if they where stowe away on th e elephant all hits time.
a door just bumped into my head.
i think that what i am dong thigh now, is a total wat is it that i am hiking. shit i was writting a word and forhot what the word was before i could type it uot. the problem with not looking while i am typing is that i have no iead just heard a rebultle tahhaaat with dssssssssssssssssssssssssfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
damni am drifting now. it is like vim there isre two modes of operatio, where ou cna have mash oraores and see ghosted images of clurred gitlsdhxxxffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffkssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
sometimes i am now unaware the m finger is pressing down on a key at all, and its jusr tuns of on auto repeat
m hands are now under the duvet and they feel more naturallu relaed. there is a pattern like rutmn to how they typw. ithink that is interesting how there are very clear insructional ideas infomations that re not recordable, mu body knows ah]]hag to
ddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd see it is imposible ro know when the finger is down.
an image of a face perhas ben g i am asking if he coul ]d ralk ro me now, and his response is no.
it is not abou why uou wanted to comw rather it is about why you want to stay.there are marbled waters in a bowel like a mandlebrot pol spill. and matther that iswhich poor people?
so many images are arriving.
a gate swung open ot was painted deep racing car green. mu penis is moving in away normallu related to getting an erection.
i wam sruprised to see the most of my y typing is actually stll quite acr=urate, there are [eriods of dddffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
a bike has jusr come past, the rider is carring a small pet of some kind.
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i am not sure what is goin on.
there is o way i would be able to type was
the twitching left ring finger is reallkkkkkkkkkkk
i rung oufor sure, and a figure leaps up into the air and linds like atypical anime, r or super herp ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
i hace raken off my glasses and tucked mu head beneath the covers and now i am feelign the hear and ruthm of m breath and the spead of my typing
i wonder if these wards are getting typed or just going into the ether betseen insert mode and normal mode.
i cn an jear sruff in the distnce.
a car drives past, a nowthat i concentrate ont ==the road, i hear man card assing by.
well it is quite cool that my ginders seemto know where all the keys are. there a coule that istill struggle with. lets ee if i can get them now
p pee.plus there is nothing relaxe about a keeg. no matter what i try ther is still a tension2) lets see if that was one prrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
all mu fingers are firing randomly
i want to masturbate. somwone outside is banging on a hollow plastic bucket
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images of undescrivable thing
perhaps mywrists need to be higher.